Wanting to be alone, but feeling lonely. Hating attention, but wanting to be noticed. My-my what a paradox. What a silly little brain. How dumb is it to know your feelings are irrational and illogical, but also being unable to stop feeling them?
If a tree falls in the forest but no one is there to hear it, does it still make a sound? If you work hard, but no one is there to see it, are your efforts in vain? Knowing the absurdity of an emotion but being incapable of turning it off is dumb-founding to me, yet once again I find myself susceptible. Time to be realistic again- why these moments are becoming more frequent, I may never know. Perhaps a lesson? I shall do myself good and pay attention.
August 23'18
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